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TEAM AU!!
To Life Until Peter was found out and brought in, this was it. The problem was that no one but them were looking for him.
Heartbreakingly sad, but lovely.
Stars Shining Bright Above You When he dreams, he dreams in wide, sweeping epics or in perfect rosebuds of vignettes. The importance of dreams and how they can change you.
Sirius dreams about a man he's never met. Interesting ending.
Into Every Corner He falls in love with the music, and just maybe the man singing it too.
Adorbale fic with a besotted Sirius. Who doesn't love a besotted Sirius?
Team Canon
A-like Singing the Blues As the war slowly came to consume their lives, "London Calling" were two words neither of them ever wanted to hear.
Very short fic that really captures the despair of the first war. So ouchy.
Nothing much to tell that is interesting at the moment. I'm a little concerned that I haven't heard from the hospital yet to discuss scheduling but I called my surgeon to let his office know. It's only a couple of weeks away now. I'll confess to be a little nervous. The good news is that I still haven't had another attack. I've gained a little weight on this diet but I'm really not going to grouse about that when the alternative is mind searing pain.
My mom is changing her tune about Tom. She's very frustrated with him for returning to Alaska. Now all I'm hearing is how much better it is to be married than not to be married and how lonely and bitter people get when they grow old alone. How is this helping? I'm resigned to the fact that he and I will probably never get a divorce because I won't have on my conscience what will happen to him without insurance. I'm actually okay with this. I have all the closure I need. Of course, this gets in the way of remarrying (which I have no plans for - my mother on the other hand...). Family. I think my dad is the only sane one.
To Life Until Peter was found out and brought in, this was it. The problem was that no one but them were looking for him.
Heartbreakingly sad, but lovely.
Stars Shining Bright Above You When he dreams, he dreams in wide, sweeping epics or in perfect rosebuds of vignettes. The importance of dreams and how they can change you.
Sirius dreams about a man he's never met. Interesting ending.
Into Every Corner He falls in love with the music, and just maybe the man singing it too.
Adorbale fic with a besotted Sirius. Who doesn't love a besotted Sirius?
Team Canon
A-like Singing the Blues As the war slowly came to consume their lives, "London Calling" were two words neither of them ever wanted to hear.
Very short fic that really captures the despair of the first war. So ouchy.
Nothing much to tell that is interesting at the moment. I'm a little concerned that I haven't heard from the hospital yet to discuss scheduling but I called my surgeon to let his office know. It's only a couple of weeks away now. I'll confess to be a little nervous. The good news is that I still haven't had another attack. I've gained a little weight on this diet but I'm really not going to grouse about that when the alternative is mind searing pain.
My mom is changing her tune about Tom. She's very frustrated with him for returning to Alaska. Now all I'm hearing is how much better it is to be married than not to be married and how lonely and bitter people get when they grow old alone. How is this helping? I'm resigned to the fact that he and I will probably never get a divorce because I won't have on my conscience what will happen to him without insurance. I'm actually okay with this. I have all the closure I need. Of course, this gets in the way of remarrying (which I have no plans for - my mother on the other hand...). Family. I think my dad is the only sane one.
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I hope your surgery goes well, hun!
On r/s related matters (and my teammates can kill me for this): why is it that I've read more AU fics that I liked than Canon?
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Thanks. I've got my pre-surgical consult on Friday.
As to your question, Team AU rocks, that's why. ;)
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You can do this and yes, sometimes mothers are not right in the head. Just remember it's you who you need to care for and stick to what you believe. She might never be on the same page as you but she evidently loves you although weirdly in that controlling mother way.
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I know I can. I have days that are lonely and I miss him stopping by, but this is for the best.
I know she loves me. She loves me a lot, but she can be so overbearing that it is stifling.
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Surgery is on the 5th, I have my pre-surgical consult this Friday.
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