Remus/Sirius Kink Meme

[ceredwensirius]

As promised in this post (which no one read, lol) I am opening this journal up to an anonymous kink meme. This has nothing to do with my birthday, it just happens to be the most convenient weekend for me for awhile. So, this kink meme will run from now until 10pm January 17th, at which I will turn IP logging back on.

EDIT: Okay, so, this kink meme will run until it runs out of steam, I suppose. I thought to end it tomorrow but that is not to be. I suppose there is no set date now. When prompts start to slow and folks aren't telling me they are working on fills then I'll let everyone know it is coming to end. Also, I've cleaned up my edits a bit.

Rules

1. Anonymous comments only - all others will be deleted by me with no warning.
2. In the subject line of your request put 'Request'
3. One claim per request. Reply to the request comment with 'I've got this' or something, I'm not fussed and then go write your kinky goodness. When you're all ready, post your kinky goodness in reply to the original request.
4. This is a kink meme. No gen, no G, no PG, and no PG13. R and NC17 only. Anything else will get my delete hammer.
5. Remus/Sirius only, though they are free to bring along extra playmates if they so choose.
6. No flames. If I get enough of them I'll turn IP logging back on and this kink meme will be over.

These rules are subject to change by the management, er, me. I've never done this before and the rules as I've laid them out might be quite silly and unworkable. If that is the case, I'll edit the post and make a notation in red letters or something.

EDIT: Art fills are more than welcome!

EDIT 2: I just noticed people are forgetting to put Request in the subject line. People, don't make me spank you.

EDIT: 3 Multiple fills per request is fine. I DID say this was my first time hosting one of these things. :)

EDIT 4: Anon means anon. The rules are simple. Please follow them. I've been lax on reviewers and will continue to be so but if you fill a request, do it anon.

Comments

authoranon's note

[(Anonymous)]

OP - I am sorry, I have just realized that in your request you state that Remus should be indebted to Sirius for a fortnight. Somehow I missed that when I read through and decided to write this! I hope you don't mind.

On Remus blaming himself constantly -- this is not in any way meant to suggest that it is Remus's fault for Sirius taking advantage of him! That is 100% Sirius being a terrible asshole and I cannot believe I wrote it. 0_0 It is the tendency of sexual-violence victims to blame themselves for their attacker's actions, however. But Remus does assert himself multiple times, asking Sirius to stop, and is ignored. It's not Remus's fault. This one's all Sirius.

I doubt I will continue this--I am, frankly, stunned that I wrote it at all, nearly 5000 words in 24 hours! This is not something that happens often for me. This is why kink memes are awesome! Fuck yeah!

If somebody else wants to continue it, or request a continuation on the kink meme or something, that's fine by me. Just say that you're a different authornon and we're golden!

Re: authoranon's note

[(Anonymous)]

I had completely forgotten I had even mentioned two weeks--those sorts of details aren't important to me anyway.

Let me just say that I think you did an incredible job with this fill. I think you captured both Remus and Sirius so well here. It was so hard to see Sirius making such bad decisions and treating Remus that way, and you showed Remus' struggle really well.

I felt so much for him, and the way he reacted when Peter and James left. Ow. And it seems Sirius doesn't even seem to get it yet--he doesn't get (or want to admit) how fucked up it was, which makes me think of the Prank and how he sort of did the same thing there. And in my head I'm trying to tie the two things together--cause and effect or something. And I'm also trying to make up a somewhat bearable resolution, but that involves Remus having to be even more forgiving and self-effacing (and James practically killing Sirius), and much agnst, and argh! Then I tell myself to get a grip and that it's fantasy, etc. etc.

Anyway, thank you for writing this. I enjoyed it very much. If you do choose to continue I'd be thrilled, but if not--awesome job and thanks!

P.S. I expected straight up porn from this rather implausible prompt, but you wrote something much more compelling. On that note, I understand your desire to disclaim things like Remus blaming himself, etc., but I totally get what you were trying to get across in this. Definitely don't think you were condoning Sirius' behavior in any way. I think Remus' reactions were pretty spot on, the aftershocks that Remus felt were very realistic and heart-wrenching.

Re: authoranon's note

[(Anonymous)]

Thank you OP, I'm glad you liked it!

I was thinking of the Prank as well. It does show an alarming lack of consideration for others, which could indicate Sirius just... isn't capable of understanding why his actions are bad. This is all from Remus's POV but in my head, Sirius was acting on the crush he had on Remus, and was just not able to imagine that Remus was not having as good a time as he was.

And yeah, that's the problem I had when I thought about how to continue it. The only thing so far I've been able to think of that might work is horribly sad and basically involves Remus never telling James or Peter what really happened, or even telling Sirius what he actually did, pulling away from everybody to the point where it's incredibly easy for Peter to make them suspect Remus is the spy, and then finally after the events of PoA Remus and Sirius take steps toward resolving things. orz

Again I'm glad you liked it and thank you for leaving me such great feedback. ♥