What a great story! I enjoy a wide variety of fiction, especially about this pair, but the ones that usually stand out long term are where they seem as real as men in my life. This is as real as it gets. I ached for Sirius and Remus too, not understanding what the problem was and longing for intimacy and the means to express it physically. And what a lover "my" Remus is! I'm not actually a big fan of teh p0rn. What I adore is fics that suggest deep intimacy and love like this one does. Bravo!